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#2 chapter bambi

my life has been crazy lately.. so many big changes happening, both bad and good.. or well, maybe i shouldn't call it ''bad'' since i believe everything always happens for a reason. maybe whatever i'm losing is making space for something better? i am taking things slower though, with commissions but also just in general so that i'm able to process everything and focus on the good things in life. i've also been learning who my real friends are because of this.. with some people, i've always felt like they just stuck around because i was doing well, but would disappear during harder times.. and i was right. anyway, some good news.. after not riding horses anymore for years and really missing it, i've decided to buy a second horsey! yes second, because i already have my minipony bo (who i obviously don't ride, he's only 85cm tall hehe). so i'm really excited for that! good things are coming ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ ♡ edit from future faye (2026): i had b...
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#1 rainbow after rain

  this is it. my first time ever writing in my new public diary. i honestly don't know where to begin.. there have been so many (negative) thoughts in my mind lately and this usually isn't me. i just feel so let down by society. after going through a long process of trying to get disability allowance i got judged and told to ''just get a job'' because ''i'm too young to be disabled''. even though i'm chronically ill to the point i ended up in the hospital almost dying, i have autism and ptsd and a bunch of other health issues at the young age of 25 already.. people, even doctors, don't seem to believe it's possible for me to be disabled because of my age. it's honestly so exhausting and i'm so tired of having to constantly stand up for myself. the fact that even with my official diagnosis and all my medical documents, i still had to go visit a government doctor to ''make sure i'm actually disabled'' fee...
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