#2 chapter bambi

my life has been crazy lately..

so many big changes happening, both bad and good.. or well, maybe i shouldn't call it ''bad'' since i believe everything always happens for a reason. maybe whatever i'm losing is making space for something better? i am taking things slower though, with commissions but also just in general so that i'm able to process everything and focus on the good things in life. i've also been learning who my real friends are because of this.. with some people, i've always felt like they just stuck around because i was doing well, but would disappear during harder times.. and i was right.

anyway, some good news..

after not riding horses anymore for years and really missing it, i've decided to buy a second horsey! yes second, because i already have my minipony bo (who i obviously don't ride, he's only 85cm tall hehe). so i'm really excited for that! good things are coming ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ ♡ edit from future faye (2026): i had bought a horsey named bambi who i owned for about 2 years, but due to us not being a good match since she constantly ended up hurting me because of both of us being very anxious at the time, i sold her to her leaser back then who had a really great bond with her and i bought a different horsey named fien who i still own to this day!

fien is a strawberry roan irish cob mare who i was already interested in before i had even met bambi, but due to her previous owners (who i became friends with and still am to this day) deciding to keep her for a few more years, i ended up continuing my search for a new horsey which is how i found bambi. when i had finally decided to sell bambi after trying everything for 2 years, fien was suddenly up for sale again... which brings us back to ''everything always happens for a reason''